Tuesday, April 9, 2013

"The message that I get from Spring is that a change can surely bring a break from sullen winter skies."

I've taken the above line from a Trey Anastasio Band song.  The good weather today has me thinking of that song, because Spring has, certainly, brought a break from the sullen winter skies.  I hate cold weather so much.  Without the pollen in the air (allergies) spring would be perfect.

Monday, April 8, 2013

"I'll Always Be A Toys R' Us Kid"

My mom mentioned how one of her students (she teaches 1st grade) rolled on the floor, today.  I then thought, "I want to be young again, so I can roll around on the floor, and society would accept that behavior."  I then thought "When I was under 10 years old, I  desperately wanted to grow up, so I'd have the older people's priveleges.  We just need to accept aging, and stay "young at heart".  I then realized I, actually, don't give a shit about society, so eventhough I'm 29, I can roll around on the floor if I want to (as illogical as that behavior would seem).

Bring On the Warmth

I stood in my standing frame (a large assistive device for people who have trouble standing) outside today, because we have absolutely gorgeous weather, I decided to stay in it longer.  The warm weather even assists my therapy. and makes my nose run.

I want to know who had the first "faux-hawk". People must have thought, "What a jerk." Then a person must have said to someone else, "Look at this douche bag's hair." People must have been completely offended by someone committing such an egregious social error.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Simple

I thought of something this morning.  Every morning, my dad and I to a standing exercise where he takes his hands off of me, and lets me stand independently.  As I stood there for a relatively long period of time, I thought I used to become so excited when I could stand unassisted for 10 seconds.  Now, since I have stood unassisted for 8:52 minutes, I hope I can stand for 10 minutes.  The "simple" things I once took for granted, like standing independently, have now become a challenge.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

I Can"t Get No Dissatisfaction

This week, I told my neuropsychologist I plan to run again.  In an effort to make me happy with my current self, she told me I might always use my wheelchair.  I had a very difficult time accepting that statement.  I don't envision myself as a disabled person.  I envision myself as a runner, and every day I work towards achieving that vision.  I don't express this as dissatisfaction with myself.  In fact, I think many people look to me for inspiration.  Every day I wake up with the goal of doing something positive that day.  I hope a person can learn to live in a state of satisfaction without being complacent.